Hello, internet.

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depression ++


haha.


anyway.

Today, I realized why I relate with Holden Caulfield from The Catcher in The Rye.
Why I like that book so much.


Ostracism.

:D

In addition to being the prompt for the essay in the lovely AP English III class I'm taking, It's happening right here, right now.

With more added flavor.

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anyway.

I digress.

Really Caitlin?

You're a bitch.

I'll admit I can be occasionally creepy, but your utter hatred of me has certainly been detrimental. I understanded Blake's siding with you when you two were dating, but it appears your hatred has spread.

I'm not even gonna try eating lunch with my old table even though Sean, Bill, sometimes Blake, and Michael, etc. are good friends.

I tried last year but it was easier to eat at my secondary lunch table comprised of mainly freshman, instead of listening to you yell at me.

But this year, As they were all freshman, I had to find a new lunch table.

Shelby and Alex ate lunch with me occasionally last year, and i'm friends with the rest, but i'm still an outsider.

I'm caught, ostracized between these two groups.

Willem, you're awesome, we're good friends, but you can be a total douche.
Oh look, my book's are falling out of my hands.

*makes drop*

thanks for the help



and although we have the same religious beliefs and ideologies, I'm way more open minded. Whether i agree with it or not, i could care less what other people believe.

Pixie, I don't know if you hate me or not, but i'd like to.

Whitfield, you and your swoopy hair are awesome, and although it saddens me slightly that we are no longer making videos together, i'm glad we're still friends.

Weddington ............

We have a love hate relationship.

usually hate.


Shelby Eaton, I don't really give a fuck what you call it, be it love, lust, or whatever.
It's unrequited, but you're still one of the most amazing people i know.
And you're not plain.




Crissie Burdell, I <3 you crazy much. You cheer me up so much when i'm down, and you're adorable with your 5 foot stature. You're an amazing actress, and I'm so glad we're such close friends, even though you're a sophomore in college and i'm still just a junior.


yeahhhhh

I'm'a go be emo in a corner now.

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